Today you and I met on the bus.
You told me about your girlfriend.
You went on to tell me about your problems with her.
And then,
you ended by telling me you want to break up with her very badly.
This sounds like a scenario that happened last year,
around this time,
when you sat on the steps
and told me the same thing.

Last year,
you told me you wanna to break up because of conflicts,
lifestyle differences blah blah blah.
But,
you said it was not good to initiate a break up due to falling out of love
and in love with someone else.
This year,
you brought up the same topic again
and that you've been wanting to do that since ages.
But,
you refused to tell me the reason why
the idea of breaking up has been swimming in your mind for so long.
Can't let go yea? I quizzed.
No. You shook your head.

You told me you got really excited when you saw my name on your cca name list
and how disappointed you were when you realised
it was someone else who have shared the same name as me.
Given what happened in the past,
I can't help wondering,
what is it that you're trying to tell me.

You've never complained about your girlfriend to me
except on the night of the "confession"
and today.
So what now?