I heard from a close friend of mine that my one of my good guy friend
finally got attached officially.
As a good friend of his,
I'd be entitled to know most of his love story
and I am really glad that his traffic light colour finally turned from ever green to red
for the first time in his life.
I've heard of his ambiguous r/s with this girl for more than a year.
But I am also disappointed that I did not hear this good news straight out of his mouth.

I remember a year ago how we were discussing about
us being doppelgangers of each other and it's impossible for us to ever be together
and I remember you were the one who started it.
And you once told me that my over friendliness would have misled certain guys including him.
Recently we drifted apart.
Why do I have this uncanny premonition that
the beginning of your r/s
marks the end of our friendship?
I've always seen you as a really good friend,
a friend whom I treasure a lot
and I could even say that I've identified you as
one of the few friends whom I intend to keep for life.
But that probably is a dream too hard to come through.
Most of my friends drift away after being in a relationship
and in the case of most guy friends,
they just fade off into the horizon.

Maybe you never saw me as valuable friend
or maybe I'm just overly sensitive.
But, do take care,
I'm really really glad you found your love
and I hope she is the right one.
Adios, mi amigo!