Looking back,
I am really surprised how far I've moved
from my original point of obsession.
My life is filled with fun joy and laughter.
I've picked up new hobbies, new courses.
Something good somehow came out of something hopeless.
I guess that's what they called blessing in disguise.
A 1 for 1.
Pretty worth it I'd say.
My life is so fulfilling every day.
Joy from memories of yesterdays,
satisfaction from living worthy todays
and anticipation for the adventures of tomorrows
made up for that
Void in my Heart
that I've been so desperately trying to fit a person in.
For decades, I've been living a life of emptiness,
a life at the mercy of others, of circumstances.
Today I live for myself.
Today is my birthday.
Today I'm born.
This is it.






I've decided.
The confession shall lend closure to my last phase of life.
Enough said, enough done, enough paranoia.