School just opened.
And I feel like a newbie.
Not really knowing what to do,
confused and everything is all over everywhere.
A little scare, a little nervous, a little unsure, a little lonely
in this big harrowing building.
I've developed a little phobia
of having a second repeat of last sem's nightmare.
This is one of the few moments
when I let go of an agnostic's skepticism
and say a little prayer before I sleep to calm myself down.
However,
usually at this point,
my bit of practical inclination starts to seep into my sea of idealistic calmness
and I began to think
maybe a planner, for starters,
would be a better answer
to this whole conundrum of unsettling blues.