i cried my eyes out just for you.
i prayed for you today,
to be happy, to be blessed.
but you won't know.

i kept the good luck message you sent me,
i was so happy when you remembered where you last saw me months ago,
i was so ecstatic when i bumped into you in the club,
but you don't know.

i don't know why i was so honest in front of you,
had i lied; had i not said those words, would our future have been different?
perhaps maybe, perhaps not,
but i'll never know.

the pain, the regret, the sadness,
i'm not sure if i've made you feel that way before,
but if i did, i could understand now,
but it's probably too late; i don't know.

if i have the chance,
if i have the nerve,
someday, i'll probably let you know,
but when the day will come, i'll never know.

when it does, we probably have moved on,
probably it doesn't matter anymore,
sad isn't it?
that's how i feel now.

overwhelmed.