Dig deeper, deeper, deeper
Feel it more, more, more
Search harder, harder, harder.
I'm making my way in, in, in.
It's like a Journey to the West
Except there's no Goddess of Mercy's wise guidance.

Clock's ticking
Cold sweat's trickling
Palms cold
Stomach butterflies
Right here waiting
My time's gonna be up soon...

Thanks to:

Lynn(for always beeing there for me nd have fun playing w ur 88palette makeup set!)
Yuenyin(for being one of my bestest friend. Feels so comfy arnd u)
June(for saying he's e one you want!!)
Miaoying(for being such a nice and sweet friend)
Violet,WanJing, Bryan and Co.
Jeffrey(for being a nice guy)
Weijie aka Fernando(for being a good and fun friend)
Jianhong beng(same here)
Shiyu(for being true frend and gd neighbour)
Lamlee, Jess, Huiping, Huiling, Qq(for being the same species asa me)
Joyce(for being one of my true friends)
HuangYue(frens forever)
Pearlyn/ Parisjohny(for crazying arnd w me)
Yinghan(=))
Jasmine junior(jiayou!)
Qianbing, Huishan, Peixin, Yuhan, Ziam, Yiling
Josephine
Eyeris(for being there w me when im down. I owe u. Big time)
Lois, Wannyee, Mich. Naqiah,...(for laughing and dancing w me)
Jewel(for just being you)
Scott( e kid who made a paper swan for my bdae)
Daryl Neo and Li Fuen(for always smsing me asking why Im not working. Thx for ur concerns)
And many more...

You guys have either made my birthday e greatest one I ever had or somehow I'm just glad to have u guys in my life.

And BIG thanks to my fav bros, mom and dad.
Love u guys always=)

Timbre Night. Celebration's tonight.
Tipsy. Half-drunk. Mojito. Erdinger.
Drifting. Conscious. Subconscious.
Happy hour's over. E.I.C's playing.
Lucky. How to save a life. Where am I?
Walk, walk. Pause, pause. Wobbly me.
I'm so glad everything's over.
Am I home?

April 17th. I'll start over new.
Jewel etched in my Heart.
Could it be forever? Or never?

Swing, swing, pendulum swing
Up and down, sway sway non-stop
My life is a balancing act
I am a tightrope walker
Careful, careful step it down slow.
An elephant on a string
Don’t let it break.
Snap, don’t snap, snap!
I am afraid of falling.
Cling on dear,
I tell myself.
My life is a balancing act.

Lungs of love
Makes me breathless
Stab through the heart
A broken, shattered soul

Madness, Moronic, Maniac
Mini, Moany, Myny, More
Make Me Merry Maybe once More
Maybe Madness Maybe not

Woes

Worries

Will they ever stop?

Weather me

Wither down

Will I ever wilt?

Wallop me

Wake me up

Will the winds stop blowing?

Bipolar disorder.

I've got it.

Unipolar me.

Splitting paths.

One junction. Two roads. Pick one.

Childhood love casted against grown-up interest.

One me. Two directions.

Singular unified goal.

Diverging ways of attainment.

Waiting for God's relevation.

Will it come in time?

Learn. Love. Live.
Learn to love, to live.
Learn to love & live.
Live to learn to love.
Live to love to learn.
Live to learn & love.
Love to learn, to live.
Love to live and learn.
To learn to love,
is to learn to live.
Live. Love. Learn.

6 months and counting
This isn't working.
It's time to go.
Needs to go.
I have to let go.

The clock is ticking.
I'm out of time.
I can't let you,
consume my time.
It's time to go.
I have to let go.

Turn left. Turn right.
I took a year to see you,
half a year more
to realize how I feel.
Time had frozen then.
But now
It's time to go.
I have to let go.

Munching on a cookie
I saw your smile.
The sparkle of jewel
caught my eye,
And I saw your towering shadow.
You left.
Leaving your ghost behind.
It's time to go.
You have to go.
I have to let go.

12am.
The new day begins.
The sleeping Aries awakens.
It's time to go.
I gota go.
I have to let go.

So I took a breathe
And let it go...
Time to give him a chance.
-Wadi Suryadi