My roses are blue
My violets are red
Topsy-turvy
Up and down, mismatch
My world goes merry go round
Now, when is the right train gonna come?

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever


Don't know why...
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
But don't know why
You'll never run out of my mind
Forever

It's 7am.
The dawn's barely broken.
But my heart's already broken.

Packed your luggage.
Left with your package.
Left an enormous baggage,
I'm a total wreckage.
What's left to salvage?

It's 12am.
The day has just gone.
So are you, just gone.
And I'm so worn.
I'm so torn.
So forlorn.
Long....
for you.

I told a lie.
I told a white lie.
I told a lie to cover myself up.
I told a lie.
I am guilty.
I am guilt-ridden.
I am filled with remorse.
But,
When a lie is fabricated,
more lies would have to be created
To cover the first one.
Domino effect.
Chain reaction.
No doubt.
I'm in for hot soup.
I told a lie.
Am I selfish?

I'll hold you
when you're scared
I'll hear you
When you need me
I'll feel you
When you're down
I'll cry with you
When you weep
I'll weep for you
When you're gone
I'll hold you
Till the darkness is gone
You're my everything,
my Anata.

I'm spoiled
I'm unwanted
I got abandoned
Cos I got redundant
I got broken
Now
I'm heartbroken
I'm upset
I'm sad
What am I
Garbage or treasure
I guess I'm just not me
Anymore.

Lavender purple
Lavender fragrance
Lavender grows
Lavender blooms
I got lost
In the Lavender Garden
I come alive
In the Lavender Garden.
I breathe
In the Lavender Garden
I am Living
In the Lavender Garden
I am Me
In the Lavender Garden
Life is living me.

Flower girl
Flowery skirt
Flower fragrance
Flower power
Flower sunshine
Makes me smile:)
I'm the flower girl.

Through my eyes,
I see the world...
Love, Life, Beauty
Ever binding
Never ending
Til the day Love dies,
the river of Life
will flow on forever,
Such is the Beauty
of the world
I see through my eyes...

Looking out the window of Life,
Rainbow sunshine peeks in
Coloring my dark,contrasted world.
Out there,
I see purple lavender
I smell its wonderful scent
My life is fulfilled.

I just love you...
You give me peace,
romance and happiness,
amidst this cold heartless reality.
Together
We'll build a world of our own
Where
No one can intrude
No one can find us
No one can separate us
Somewhere very intimate
Mentally, emotionally,
and spiritually.
Even the Gods will envy
Somewhere nearby...
Just right in our very own
emotional state of mind.

The world...
Is it colored?
Or is it gray?
Some people dream in color
Others in black and white
Dull and gray?
Colored and fun?
Why can't it be vice versa?
I ponder...

Shhh...
I'm dreaming
Up, up and away
To a faraway land
Where people are beautiful and kind
Where roses bloom and birds fly high
Somewhere at the end of rainbow...
Where all dreams come through.

1) On xmas night, after a full meal, my brothers and I decide to jog 4km
from our house to tampines central and back. At the traffic light, while waiting for mr Green man to appear, I joined my eldest brother in mimicking dance moves of Justin Timberlake in Beyonce's single ladies MV on SNL. According to my bro, that left me a motorcyclist gawking at me ( most prob in shock), nearly forgetting to restart his vehicle - That is probably the best xmas present I had this year other than the hallmark teddy from Ambrose( Many Thks to Am for the teddy btw!It's among my bedside soft toys collection now! Loveit.)

2)Nearly getting locked up in e staircase at Bugis on New Year eve while trying to amend my failed eyeline I had drawn at home with Iris. We finally managed to escape through another door and a security guard was later spotted locking doors up. We toyed with the idea of counting down in a locked up stairwell. Seems like a pretty unique experience which trumps over squeezing in hot sweaty stinky Marina Bay crowds.