A friend told me this:

" it's not easy cause you like that person before. and then things blossom then something happens so many things disappoint you perhaps you can still hold on and still like him. but when too many disappointment occurs that when you're not sure
And it's not whether you like him or not. It's because you've grown used to liking him and not liking him (assuming he's so disappointing after everything) that it comes to a point where you don't really know it anymore."


hmm.. a meaningful insight
I see talent in song writing for emo peeps.


Really wish that my special friend would be better soon
if not i will really feel like go and beat up that person.
WHY NOW?!

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
























Those three words,
sound so sweet,
but i never get to hear them.

These three words,
within my heart
I will never get to say them.

Cool night.
Chilling out at Timbre my bro.
Good fellas playing.
Drank whiskey, some white wine n some cocktail called Illusion.
Nice name.
Hmm... maybe next time shall attempt tequila
Wonder how much worse than whiskey it is.
Sometimes I feel like Im drinking petrol.







You understand me the best.
You are always there
You are the best
You are my man, my Superman!
Wish ya happy birthday first!
Love ya!
Haha.
You'll find Her one day!
Together with your happiness!

Song lyrics | Superwoman lyrics

-It is one of the most beautiful compensations of life, that no man can sincerely try to help another without helping himself- Ralph Waldo Emerson


These are the most beautiful words of wisdom I've ever heard.
Sounded like music to my ears.
And it really speaks true of my own experience.
One can seriously never know how much in return
a little bit of kindness shown to others can do.
I did.
And I just got overwhelmed by how much
I got in return.
Never expected.
Never desired.
But I just feel so lucky now.
Like the richest man on earth.
I guess nobody will ever understand how much
I have stand to gain in a small Act of Random Kindness(ARK).
- the knowledge, wisdom, ability to see things from alternative perspective,
happiness derived and most importantly, a true friend.
Now right here, is a happy and contented heart
which has fully healed and able to help others again.

Something else I have figured out.
Hate is the root of evil.
Through forgiveness and empathy,
I have finally managed to forsake the past
and brace myself for the exciting possibilities of the future.
smiles.

Supposed to mug again at airport overnight w WeeJee on fri night.
But Im falling sick.
And I had diarrhea right after mugging overnight at airport last fri.
Maybe L will joining us.
Haven ask WJ yet.
But should be alright la.
3 person also won't talk a lot.
Better get well soon.
And I just experienced how much
crap sick people can churn out.

Happy birthday to Ma!=-)

Olympics are far nicer than hw.

I've always admired those who could be true to their own feelings,
Owners of their own feelings.

I used to be one of those.

But now I could only be one of those who live in self-denial.

Through ignoring, burying, throwing, turning away from them

they'll vanish

hopefully, forever.

New things will arrive

And wash the old ones away.

Yes, the new stuff have already arrived.

Just hopefully, the old ones won't come back

And haunt me.

No, I won't let them.

I'll just simply bury them deep down

along with all the others I deserted long time ago.

Okay this is an emo post from a sick and tired person.
So cut some slack and just let her crap out
some negative aspects of her life right.

Bye-Bye by Mariah Carey



This is specially dedicated to a special friend who just lost someone very important in her life.
I know I won't be able to make up for your loss.
You maybe very emotional, unhappy and probably in pain now.
But trust me, it's gonna get better.
I'll be there for you.
No matter what.

Happy National Day Singapore!






Happy early birthday to ma and my dear brothers!
Love u all always!
Bro, u'll always b my super duper man!

Hey you up there! Hear me? I say quick heal him!
'cos it's killin'me!
You don't want two casualties at one go right?
Won't look very good on your report card too,
in case, you don't know.
So will you just freakin' save him and save me too?
Ah. Im getting vulgar and impatient here.
Can't just sit around all day
And watch my Superman suffer and die.
I'll die eventually too.
Of heartache.