Woohoo!

After watching Grey's anatomy,
my dream to be doctor is revived.
After a long periods of self-doubt and self-evaluation
like do I have the brains or qualities to be a doctor.
Am I gona faint at the sight of blood??
Am I such a coward?
How am I gonna declare people dead?
What am I gonna do if somebody died in my hands???
Bleagh.....

All these string of endless self-doubt came
because of a stupid nightmare... of closeup shot of this person
who killed himself with a gun... slow-mo splintering of tiny
pieces of flesh and blood droplets.. a smashed, distorted skull..
brains spilling out... and woke up in cold sweat.
Not to mention the stupidly amusing scene of me
dancing with all the skeletons and dissected body
parts in the anatomy lab back in Melbourne.
the smell of sterilised eyeballs so surreal.

Y U C K.



Used to fantasize myself as some kind of fearless
heroine that won't respond with a cute shriek or stuff
lyddat at the sight of disgustingly ugly big wounds with
bones sticking out. humph.
But that stupid dream really made me freak out.
come to think abt it... it's actually quite amusing..
I mean.. Tell me how often do u get to dance and work it out
with a bunch of skeletons and eyeballs and other gory stuff?
hmm.. maybe I should consider watching SAW I,II,III,yada yada.
Test my threshold level man



cool. But Im finding back my motivation.
My ultimate drive!
It's cool!
Everything's cool!


Woohoo. Kampateneh to everybody who's so bored
and desperate for some action in your lives that
you have to read such a boring blog full of insignificant
ramblings of another bored person.
Happy mugging!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAMHAMHEAD-HP-no.1 leading technology in the world.

WOO HOO

u r EIGHTEEN alr!

like me


let's go clubbing tgt next time?

yea?

go drink


not teh coffee but...


heh heh heh =)


HAPPY belated birthday to LOISY too!

L O U S Y.
Me sucks.













OK. Stop emoing.
Self prep talk session
You totally rox gal.
Come On~!
o yea!